As a young adult I thought I knew myself. Who I am, what I condone and what I don’t. But I’m constantly second guessing myself. I’m constantly asking myself “why do I think this is wrong?” “why do I follow the rules so strictly?”
I work in an environment where morality is tested everyday. I hear and read about stories that are horrific; sometimes people are punished and sometimes they walk free. I wonder about human nature all the time. Are humans innately good or bad? What really is good and bad? Is it okay to do a bad thing for a good reason, to break the rules to help someone?
I guess it’s good to think about things like this, although sometimes I feel like it consumes my thoughts. It’s not up to me what other people do or how they act, it’s also not my job to judge people for what they do. But I can observe and wonder.